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2010 Vision Board: The Wheel

Lauri Maerov, my friend, writer, and co-facilitator for the Create Your Vision 2010 Playshop, and I were so pleased with the way we combined the process of making SoulCollage cards and vision boards that we are wanting to collaborate again in the future. (She will soon have a blog with her own creative visions and musings.) Seven wonderful women came to the playshop and spun their magic, dreaming and manifesting powerful, soulful visions, and making a beautiful web of connections between us  by the fire–creative alchemy.

I spent the snowed-in weekend before it making my vision board for 2010 a little different, with elements of SoulCollage–light on words and text, heavier on signs and symbols–creating an interactive mandala or wheel.

The first tarot card I drew on the New Year’s Eve full moon was the Wheel of Fortune, so I decided to fashion a multi-layered circle, with the 12 tarot cards I drew for each of the full moons placed in each of the 12 houses of the zodiac, with their attendant meanings. I am also viewing this as a medicine wheel, with the animals placed in the four directions: Eagle in the east, the place of Spirit, discovery and enlightenment (the eternal); Coyote in the south, the place of the warrior, protector of the children and innocence (the past); Bear in the west, the place of death and rebirth and the sacred feminine (the present); Buffalo in the north, the place of  wisdom, manifestation and the Creator (the future). The three-phase moon wheel in the center can be rotated to show my progression around the wheel with each month’s full moon (coming up on Feb. 27, the weekend I am facilitating a weekend retreat for women called “Crowning the Crone–Embracing the Inner Wise Woman”).

I plan to use my vision board in an interactive way throughout the year. The tags in the envelope in the right hand corner have written on them the meanings of each of the 12 astrological houses as well as the reading for the individual tarot card I drew for each month. At the same time, I placed images or symbols of what I want to manifest in each of the 12 sections of the wheel and will add more during the year as I continue to create and envision what I want to manifest, month by month.

My word for the year is TRUST, but as you can see, I have also added three other important words for this year: love, gratitude and transform. In a year that started out with a devastating earthquake in Haiti in which people with very little have experienced so much loss, I feel such love for humanity, and what we are capable of when we see others in need. At the same time, I feel intense gratitude for what I have, especially my family and friends, and I want to remain in this state throughout the year, an antidote to these often depressing economic times. “Transform” is what I hope to do with regard to my work, bringing in more feminine consciousness and creative expression.  And, there is a little message on my board from Eckhart Tolle: If peace is really what you want, then you will choose peace. So simple, and yet so profound. How do I choose peace each day in every situation in which potential conflict or unease arises? And there are a few hidden messages for myself under the buffalo card flap made by my dear friend, Pixie, she of the magical Animama totem art (she also created the coyote card at the bottom).

Blogging sister, Dee Mallon, asked, “What methods do YOU use to investigate and release negative patterns?” and references Byron Katie, another favorite Truth Seeker and Truth Teller like Eckhart Tolle. This vision board is going to be one of my methods as I chart my progress around the wheel this year, looking for the lessons and learning from my mistakes. I also love making shrines to the Sacred Feminine and creating SoulCollage. I’m going to be delving more into the wisdom of the goddesses and the divine feminine this year. I want to connect more with the triple goddess within–the maiden, mother and crone–whom we can all call upon at any time to help us understand a problem and arrive at a new perspective–ancient feminine wisdom. Just how we can go about doing that will be what my new project is all about. More to be revealed.

Hence my latest SoulCollage card, “The Mystery”: I am one who enjoys the mystery, what lies beneath the surface, soon to be revealed, tantalizing us with possibilities, tempting us with fate, awakening us with dreams. I walk fearlessly through the door into the light of discovery, into the Unknown. I am safe. All will be revealed.”

And I ask you: How will you manifest your dreams and visions for 2010? I’d love to see your vision boards. Send links!


About The Author

Stephanie
I am in a stage of new beginnings, of starting over on the other side of the continent from California, where I spent 38 years of my life. Moving to North Carolina was a bit of a shock to my system. Not so much culture shock but the shock of transplanting myself and starting over as a therapist, artist, and wild woman. I had to figure out how I was going to do it differently than I had been doing it. Because I knew I needed to change the way I worked outwardly to match the way I was feeling and moving inwardly and make it more playful, and at the same time, deep and meaningful. I knew I wanted to work with women primarily, to help them find their way on the heroine's journey to wholeness. I knew I wanted to bring more creative expression to my work because that was what was working for me--a way to bypass all the analytical thinking, perfectionism, and psychological paradigms largely created by men, and find more more intuitive ways of Being, Creating and Flowing with Life, in keeping with the Divine Feminine. I like working with the triple goddess: maiden, mother and crone, which describes the three stages of life as well as inner states of being--the innocent/adventurer; the nurturer and active doer; and the wise being who has the advantage of overview and doesn't care as much what others think of her as long as she is being true to herself. The triple goddess is found in most all cultures and traditions and helps us move out of dualistic thinking patterns and find our way to a more integrated and balanced way of life. As I forge a new path, I want to connect with women all over the world, to help women own their power, and to both explore and offer tools for self-discovery and self-care. Creating my interactive e-book, "In the Lap of the Goddess: Connecting With the Divine Feminine," and my Goddess Temple e-courses based on the workbook are my offerings, a way to share with women the knowledge and wisdom we all hold within us, reflected in the goddess throughout history, across time, and in every corner of the world.

Comments

6 Responses to “2010 Vision Board: The Wheel”

  1. dee says:

    Hi Stephanie, what a great post, packed with spirit and inspiring ideas. I JUST read that Tolle quote about peace this morning, so it was interesting to see it again in your post. It’s like getting a message in flashing neon when that happens.

    I love the idea of making an interactive mandala, to act as a reminder all year and to prompt inquiry. Questions — did you pick the 12 cards for the full moons in one sitting? Where will you hang your vision board for the year?

    Your newest card is so provocative — I love that the little figure is coming INTO the temple and toward the mysterious dotted female…

    I can’t wait to read more about your work, esp. about working with the Divine Feminine.

  2. Stephanie says:

    That is amazing when you see a quote like that twice in one day! I did pick the 12 cards for the full moons in one sitting and then I recorded what I’d pulled and in what order and began studying them (which I guess I will be doing all year!). That’s a good question about where am I going to hang my vision board. For the past few weeks since I began creating it I have been moving it all over my house with me, propping it up here and there where I can continue to see it and work with it, but it needs a good place to hang where I will be engaged with it and not someplace where I could forget it or pass it by without noticing. You also pointed out something about my SoulCollage card that I really didn’t pay attention to–the figure is coming in, not going out into the light–she’s moving into the mystery, the shadow, towards the painted Avatar-like woman. It looks like embracing the mystery will be about going in a different direction than I was imagining–the Unknown, darkness, mystery awaits inside, not outside! I love the contrary nature of creating things and being surprised by them. Thanks for pointing that out! Have you made a vision board? Have you ever thought of making one out of fabric???

  3. that vision board is rich and inspiring me to get going on my own!

  4. Lauri Maerov says:

    Stephanie, your final vision board is beautiful and inspiring. I love the conceptual blending of imagery and interactivity with your oracular guidance. You may have invented a new kind of Vision Board: the Soulful Vision Board or Interactive Vision Board. So many ways to look at it but your self-work and self-express is always profound, courageous and transformational. I am honored to have been able to share the workshop with you and learn from you. I keep my new Soul Collage card by my bed now as a reminder of the promise this new year holds for me. Much love to you, Soul Sister. LM

  5. Stephanie says:

    Thank you. I have more ideas about what I want to add to it already, so it’s going to keep evolving. Thanks for guiding me to making a vision board–after reading The Wishing Year, I am wanting to manifest more and more! I know the power of wishing and praying for things and I don’t think I have been using this powerful tool enough lately–or using it powerfully enough!

  6. Stephanie says:

    Great! Come back and post a link to your vision board.

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